externalizing

I can't sleep. i feel too full. of so many things. I am so happy I want to cry. too much passion and no way to get it out. everything is so fucking beautiful i don't even know how to express it. i want to create, express, dance, hug inanimate objects, say i love you a trillion times, roll around in the leaves, literally jump for joy. i feel like i have to hold so much back though. i can't even breath! wetw43t43tqwr.