Less in my head, more in my body.
the way this cycle keeps appearing in my life is interesting…….
bliss ~> wonder ~> despair ~> neutrality.
Learn to love the circle? Or live into the neutrality? Wade in the peace? I guess it's a matter of choice. I guess I haven't lived long enough to determine whether or not this circle is sustainable, desirable, inevitable or something that diminishes with age. The magical space where music meets circumstance seems to only happen in movies now. Ironically, most of my most magical musical moments have been completely silent. And I’m beginning to feel as though the hues in this circle are beginning to dim. Like the bliss isn’t so blissful anymore and the wonder isn’t of such depth and the despair isn’t of such heft. Like everything is becoming more peaceful. Like everything is magical, wonderful, wistful, and sorrowful, but in a peaceful sort of way. Like I’m ok with not being ok. And then again maybe this is all just fictitious.
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